I am so sorry that I have not been on here a lot lately.  Things have been very very hectic lately.  For starters, we will be moving in about a month and it has been so hard to find an apartment that has everything that we need and is in a nice area and is in our price range.  Then on top of that trying to find a place that would even approve us.  My husband had lost his job two years ago and was with out a job for a whole year and my job wasn't enough to cover all of our bills so needless to say our credit is crap.  then on top of that some apartments have started something where if you have ANY past due utilities then it is an atomatic denile and that includes cell phones.  Now don't think bad about me because we are up to our necks in debt because we are paying things off it has just taken time to get reestablished to be able to make the extra payments.  But anyways we finally found something that will work, not our first choice but at least its still nice. 

Second, my daughter is getting into a difficult stage.  She is very grumpy because she is teething and she is getting harder to do things with because she is just old enough to have a mind of her own but not old enough to do what you ask.  Don't get me wrong, I love her dearly but I'm used to a very happy baby that has slept through the night since she was 3 weeks old.  O-well, I guess this is just part of motherhood. LOL

And last but not least, A friend of mine that I use to work with was dating a guy that murdered a 16 yr old girl.  Now I know this guy through her and this has been very stressfull on all of the girls that I work with because we are all pretty close to one another.  I guess I should explain some of the details.  On friday night about two weeks ago my mother called me and told me that they found a body close to where a family friend lives.   The next day at work, my manager tells me that our friend and her boyfriend had called to see if they could stay the night because they were locked out of the friends house that they had been staying at.  She said that they could so they came over.  well about 5 in the morning the cops show up and arrest him and take my friend in for questioning.  My manager had no idea what he was arrested for untill later that day at work when her fiance called and said that there was a news crew at their house doing a report so she figured it had to have been something more than a petty charge.  So I made a phone call to someone who looked online and found out that he had confessed to killing a 16yr old girl while having "rough sex".  He is now being charged for murder, rape , and a few other things as well.  Now I feel for the family of the girl that he killed, I can only imagine what they are going through.  But at the same time, it is also hard to think that you knew the person that could do something like this.  He also could get the death penalty for this.  I think he needs to be punnished for what he did but I also have a hard time dealing with the fact of someone I know  dying like that.  I never thought that I would ever have to deal with something like this.  And like I said, I feel so bad for what the girls family has had to go through.

Hopefully things will become less stressful for me.  I hope that this move goes smoothly and everything else gets in order in one way or another.  Well thats it for now.

Blessed Be!!!